Assalamualaikum and Hye Guys ~
Another 19 hours to go before my SPM result out on tomorrow morning at 10.00am. Wahhhhhh dasyat giler lahhhhhhhhh. huhu ;) Everyone everywhere keep on talking about this disaster. hell yeahhh. My heart also beating dup dap dup dap dup dap dudududduuduuupppp dappp teeeettttttttt erkkkk mati dah. haha. Scary gile lah seyyy !!!
I felt everything now. Wanna cry, wanna shout, and even wanna kill my self. grrrrrr :D Please God let this feeling go awayyy far awayyy from me. I don't want it now !!! Everyone keep on talking and wishing me " Good luck, I know you can do it babe, for sure you'll get a gempakkk punye result !! chaiiyooookkk " ohhhmaaiiigodd I felt like want to slap slap their face. hoho I'm so scared you know and I can't calm down my mind. I keep thinking about my result all the times. I'm scared if my result wasn't good enough. For sure my mother will small heart and dissapointed with me.
Expect nothing and accept everything and you will never be disappointed.. really ???
It may seem like I dont even too care about what kind of result I'll get by tomorrow, but I really have no idea how many tears I cry before I fall asleep when think about this. I don't regret the past. After all, it made me who I am today. And I'll moving on and accept whatever that gonna be happen on me tomorrow. berserah je lah. haha. Just watch how good I can be at pretending to be happy now. See, I'm smiling in tears now. ^__^ Coz I know I have to hold back my tears and smile, because hearts can break but life must goes on.
So now I'm gonna wishing
G O O D L U C K
F A T I N Z U L A I K H A
for your result tomorrow. yeahhhh You had done everything you can, you had try everything on your own, you never give up and tomorrow will be the day for you. I'm sure you'll pass your SPM with flying colours. haha. nervous gile sekarang nie. hell yeaahh. harap harap result oke. tak dapat straight A's pon it's okayh. Most important I get what I had target. I hope I'm not make my mother crying because of sadness tomorrow, but crying because too happy and proud with me. InsyaAllah ~
take note for all Science Stream Student *Ariff class esp * batch 2009 / 2010 SMKDMYS :)
" I lay in bed at night and wonder how, why and when it all went wrong, this spirit we have is so strong. One minute we're up but the next it's bringing us down, what to do before we hit the ground. Can we go back and start again or do we need to end, open up our heart and we will find the answer is there from our inside. Good Luck for all of you. Don't cry over your result tomorrow. It just what you worth for what you did before. We had make an effort to achieve a better result but if we didn't get it, your's maybe will come up in other way. Never give up on what we do. Remember guys, sometimes we must be willing to let go of the life we have planned, so as to accept the life that is waiting for us. Keep our memories wherever you are. Remember the times when all we wanted to do was to grow up? Now we realize it's not anything like what we expected. All of this drama and stress piles up until you feel like the walls are caving in on you. The only thing to get you through these times, are the friends who are with you through the drama, not against you. The friends who stand by you and stand up for you. And the friends who can pick you up when you fall. Much love for you. " - harumnovella
tawakaltualallah, lahaulawalakuatailabillahilalliuladzim ~
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